speechless

recover from sick jor

now I noe wat I reli m jor

I m an useless...I m juz a clown....I m hopeless.....I m juz a substitue....I m nobody....
I wont th1nk 2 much jor....
hehe.....nth jor lo.....

the big exam cuming jor
gambateh lo
haih...
I noe that I maybe will fail...
then cant continue study in chung hwa jor....

all ppl muz study lo

....

no message
no phone call
juz play game...
juz watch tv program...
nth to do...
wat a normal day.....

haih~~~
sick jor lo....
tomorrow dunno wan go school or not....

.........

I m useless...
haih..
exam cuming jor......
so many homework haven done.....
many thing havent read...
still had many thing to study...
haiz...
clown nid to gah yaw lo...
but got use meh.....
dunno how to face the final exam....
if cant study form3...
then mii nid to change school jor...
nid to leave everything in chong hwa....
confused
wat to do.........
juz hope that can juz keep sleeping...n dun awake...
no nid to face all this

burfday

thanks to all my frenz...
to celebrate wif mii...
but so tired..go so many class....
after school go secret recipe.....
haha....hapi....


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very hate this burfday night
very very hate this burfday night
very very hate this burfday night
very very very hate this burfday night
very very very very hate this burfday night

reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli reli very unshuang jor

I hate celebrate burfday wif mine family.....
I hate all thes.......
I even didnt eat the cake that mine mum buy for mii..
I hate wat they do......
fcuk

speechless

juz been doing a clown
sumtimes...
laughing...talking those words that wasnt wat I think.....
juz dun wan mine frenz to worry



kakaz...
smart ppl will noe wat had I typ in this post...

maybe.............................................juz maybe

I m juz a substitute

05/09

sumtimes play til very high
sumtimes juz feeling down....
maybe sot sot jor....become hopeless....very down...for sumtimes
become a clown again...laugh because dun wan let other ppl worry...
mii think 2 much again jor....kakaz....

luv reli decided by god ? cant fight for luv ourself ?
maybe pay out for her silently is gud thing lai d...
this days.....mii n her d distance become more far n far....

suddenly very like this song : 期待你的爱_林俊杰

My Life 一直在等待
空荡的口袋
想在里面放 一份爱
Why 总是被打败
真的好无奈
其实我 实实在在不管帅不帅
想要找回来 自己的节拍
所以这一次我要勇敢 大声说出来
期待 期待你发现我的爱
无所不在 我自然而然的关怀
你的存在 心灵感应的方向
我一眼就看出来是 因为爱
我猜 你早已发现我的爱
绕几个弯 越靠近越明白不要走开幸福的开始 就是放手去爱

I juz can kept waiting

school reopen jor

holiday end again
when holiday so sienz
but school reopen jor...
so lazy to go school...
dun wan wake up so early la.....
but can chat wif frenz.....hapi ^^
so many exam coming
but sumtimes oso no bird la....

haih....
tired...
dunno y....
thes day juz kept sleeping....